My tears

My tears are mine.

Tears treasures to share

From a bleeding heart

To someone who care

If they love, they will value your tears

 

I cry

Cry in silence

This pain is killing me

A soul hurts and yields asking for mercy

Your true confessions  secretly stifles me

Refuse to ease, I can’t breathe

oh my god just let me be or take me

Let me burn in a furnace of me, my misery

No saving me Let me cinder  I’ll be free

 

I’m resolve

Acceptance, what is

I am, I’ll be

What’s lose

A body, a soul, a living breathing entity

what was

innocence, love, warmness, humanity

What’s left

remains, warped unrecognizable to eyes even me

A thing that once pulsed and could feel

 

I’m cold

The feeling of being alone, emptied

void

How possible is it to be me and not freeze

Clinging, I’m losing feeling

seeping slowly

I cave, release give in and remember to breathe

If could go

If I could go to a place that’s nowhere

with no name with no one

I’ll be alone

but maybe I’ll be happy

Just my place my space

No hate no anger

No mean sprites

No mean faces their malign eyes burning piercing me

 

If I could go to a place that’s nowhere

with no name with no one

I’ll be safe

With no love, loving selfishly

No I love you forever ending so simply

No I’ll be there

I’m standing here, my heart and no one but me

 

If I could go to a place that’s nowhere

with no name with no one

I’ll be on my own

Me myself

Walking alone

Me

If I could go to a place that’s nowhere

with no name with no one

I’ll be happy.